NYC SOULSUCKER

I LOST MY YASHICA…. I LOST MY HEART. BACK TO DIGITAL. MY DIGITAL PHOTO TAKING SKILLS SUCK. MARY JANE INDUCED ANXIETY ATTACKS. GIRLS AT THE MARKET HOTEL. GIRLS AT THE DELANCEY. GIRLS ON THE WNYU RADIO STATION. WAIT FOR THE SUBWAY. OS GEMOS EXHIBIT. WAIT SOME MORE. COLD SWEATS. INSOMNIA. COUCH SURFING. RUNNING INTERN. FALL IN LOVE. UNRESOLVED TEXT MESSAGE WARS. JARVIS COCKER COCK SUCKER. VISIT STERLING AT DUMPLING MAN. NINJASONIK. BOOZE BOOZE BOOZE. LATE NIGHT BLACK OUTS. TONY TONY TONY. TOUGH KNUCKLES OPEN MICK. MADE OUT WITH A RETARD. CALVIN APPEARS THEN DISSAPEARS THEN REAPPEARS AGAIN. 50 MILES PER HOUR WIND FOLLOWED BY INTENSE DOWN POUR X 3 DAYS A WEEK. LAURA KIM GETS WASTED. FALL IN LOVE WITH A LITTLE BOY. HAIR COMMENT. MET ROSS SKIPPY ASH AND KATIE. HANG OUT WITH ROSS SKIPPY FOR DAYS. ANTS ALL OVER THE HOUSE. ANTS CRAWLING UP MY LEG. ANTS CRAWLING UP MY SHIRT. HUMAN DRAMA IS INEVITABLE. THROW UP ON THE SUBWAY. THROW UP ON THE STREET. THROW UP AT WORK. WALK OVER THE WILLAMSBURG BRIDGE. UNION POOL. TURKEYS NEXT. STYROFOAM MARGARITAS. FREE PIZZA WITH ANY DRINK. GIRLS ON VICIOUS. HANG OUT WITH THE 521 BOYS. ROOF TOP PARTIES. BASEMENT PARTIES. HOUSE PARTIES. HUMIDITY. SWEAT SWEAT SWEAT. CONSTANT DEHYDRATION. FAO SCHWARTZ. CENTRAL PARK. EAST VILLAGE. WEST VILLAGE. BROOKLYN BROOKLYN. MOSH PIT. CROWD SURF. GET GROPED. HEART FEELS DEAD. HAIR COMMENT. ATTEMPT TO JUMP OVER FENCE TO SEE THE RIVER BUT FRIEND CHICKENS OUT. DRINK ON THE STREET. DRINK IN THE BATHROOM. HYPER COLOR TSHIRTS. SMUGGLE BEERS. GET CAUGHT FOR SMUGGLING BEERS BUT STILL MANAGE NOT TO GET KICKED OUT. PEOPLE STARE TOO MUCH. I STARE TOO MUCH. RUN INTO A PREVIOUS SALIVA SWAPPER WHILE UNLOCKING BIKE ON BEDFORD AND GET SUPER PSYCHED. MASS TEXT MESSAGING. THREW MY PHONE REALLY FAR IT BREAKS IN TO FIVE PIECES. SUFFERS WATER DAMAGE. THE WHITE STICKER TURNS RED. BUT IN THE END IT STILL WORKS. MARK KROSS IS HERE AND PEOPLE THINK HE’S JESUS. DIRTY FINGER NAILS. PAINFUL MOSQUITO BITES. SMITHS NIGHT IS SO WEIRD BUT FUN. HUMAN DRAMA IS INEVITABLE. MIRRORS. STRANGER WALKS UP TO ME WHISPERS IN MY EAR AND WALKS AWAY. THROW BOTTLES. WHISKEY BOTTLES. BROKEN GLASS EVERYWHERE. MAKE OUT WITH A HOT RETARD. POP A SQUAT. GET LOST ON THE SUBWAY. SELF DESTRUCTION. FATIGUE. HUNG OVER. STOMACH ACID BURNS STOMACH LINING. PIZZA. GREASE. PIZZA. PIZZA. RAY’S PIZZA SUCKS. MAX FISH. LIT. HANGER BAR. HEATHERS. GOT HIGH CUT MY HAIR SAVED IT IN A ZIPLOC BAG AND REGRET CUTTING IT THE NEXT DAY. STEVEN NEVER ANSWERS HIS PHONE BECAUSE HES A GOOD BOY AND IM A BAD INFLUENCE. STELLA STARTS SCHOOL. RUN INTO METAL CORREY. ROSS LOOSES HIS ID. RUN INTO DREW FROM CONEY ISLAND. RUN INTO ALEX PORTA WHO GAVE UP HIS NIGHT LIFE. FALL ASLEEP IN A PITCH BLACK ROOM WITH AC THAT DOESN’T WORK. FALL ASLEEP ON A ST. MARKS COUCH. FALL ASLEEP ACROSS THE STREET. FALL ASLEEP IN THE BATHROOM. FALL ASLEEP IN A BAR. MAGGIE LEE AND I GO SHOPPING. PATTI AND PAUL COME TO VISIT SOON. WALK FROM CENTRAL PARK TO THE LOWER EAST SIDE JUST TO ENJOY A MEAL. JIM BEAM AND JAMESON SHOTS. JUMBLED TEXT ON WIKIPEDIA PISSES ME OFF. CYCLOPSE GETS PEED ON. DUMPLINGS IN CHINA TOWN. WAIT SOME MORE. BRAIN DISEASE. MORE WHISKEY. MORE ERASED MEMORIES. LOSS OF MOTIVATION. INSOMNIA. GET SLAUGHTERED BY KNOW IT ALL ARTISTS. DRINK SOME MORE. SLEEP LESS. ONE MORE MONTH AND IM OUT.

NYC IS HOT AS SHIT

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